Food for thought

Resolution to Evolution...Growing from Wanting to Loving

by Dena Churchill on Saturday, January 1, 2011 at 7:07am

To you my friends who have inspired me with your posts to my wall,  I share my thoughts........

The principle of New Year’s resolutions always struck me strange.  Why do people wait for a certain date to make a change?   It is almost like the phrase “Monday I’ll start my diet” :)  Living in the future fantasy you miss the opportunity for joy, fulfillment and presence of this moment.  

Evolution is not resolving to do something then but just doing it now.   When you have the thought, begin something of the process at that time.   Choose the healthier food,  try the yoga headstand,  write another article, jog another lap, register for the course, make the call.....Just do it!   

Resolution and revolution are the paths that leave us in a tail spin of thinking we are going to get somewhere- “I am going to improve myself”, “going to self master”...with the idea that somehow you are less now and more later.  Expanding outward from the beauty that already exists inside,  fuels the best version YOU.   A seed burst from itself and with water , sun, and soil grows into a beautiful plant but the divine essence remains constant.  If you are a squirrel you will prefer the seed form but if you are a rabbit you will think the plant is the improved version.   Growth and adaptation is the surest signs of life but which version of you is best is for you to decide.   What is it that you Love? 

A point that I have often discussed this year on social media, in articles and on radio is the dance of loving what is but at the same time the ego of wanting more.   Loving is a present action, wanting is a future fantasy.    I have just posted a note on my “Divinity in Divorce” Face book page that states this principle when evaluating relationships but the same law holds true with anything you desire.   Love it and it is yours, want it and it doesn’t want you.   Love as the highest vibration,  understands the pain and pleasure in this moment is no better or worse in the future.   Want is a fantasy of wishing for something you perceive as missing in your currently reality and you believe it is somehow better than what you already have.    The trainer asks,  “What do you want?”   The Goddess replies, “ I  want for nothing but I’d love more of me.” 

“If we could understand the order of the universe well enough, we would find that it surpasses all the wishes of the wisest and that it is impossible to make it better than it is.”  G.W. Leibniz

Love and gratitude opens the universal  gates to grant you all that you desire.   Start every day asking yourself the questions :   How can I expand and grow today?  What seeds can I plant today in my garden of life?  Where may I give my loving service?  Does this fit into my highest values?  Am I being true to me?   Every man, woman, child and their dog will have their idea of the best version of you and they will be different to test and tempt your own wisdom.   Honor your uniqueness, you are great... live it.    

A spark of thought created you.  A single candle will light the room. One star holds the light of creation.  If you were to wish upon a star...what would you love?  The "how's" and "why's" you'll design but your THOUGHT is the spark.  Write it down, act on the thought, tell others to keep you accountable and send your light out into the world.

My wish for you my dear friends is the same today as it is every day.  Fresh Vitality, Firm in Love and Continued Blessings.   Thank you for your friendship.

Not a winner, yet

Happy New year beautiful people.

I did not win multi-millions in the big lotto tonight but i did receive 2 games with 3 numbers each game, so I believe (know) i am getting closer!

Tuesday night, is another big lotto, so i am putting all my energy into accepting that i have won on a mental level and on an emotional level to feel as much love as i possibly can for my win. Keep fingers and toes crossed for me!

To manifesting millions xx

Day 31

It is the day, where all dreams come true.

The lotto draw, the big one, is tonight, the one I have worked on winning since 2008, and have been sharing my journey with you this month.

I felt excited when I woke up, received some extra money in my account and spoke to a girlfriend about it which lifted my vibration as we were talking like we had won it - it was beautiful. I was excited as I went down to the newsagent to buy my ticket, wanted to it straight away but I was smoking so i thought i would go to the shops and then buy my ticket on the way back. Stopped in my tracks and thought what if i miss out by going to the shops and not buying it now and then thought i have the winning numbers so it won't matter if i do it now or later. I went to the shops and then came walking up the road and i saw the poster advertising the winning amount and i felt excited, heart opened and then a man walked in front of the sign and i felt annoyed so i moved so i was in line with the poster and then opened my heart to it, gave it a mental hug and felt so much love for it. I walked in to buy my ticket and realise that i did not know what ticket to fill in , so I waited patiently to ask the lady who was serving another customer. I felt relaxed and patient which is new for me as i always want to rush and hurry the process as i am normal scared, afraid and anxious but this time i thought as i waited while the other lady wondered what pack to buy, no need to buy the ticket as i have already won it - hehe. I filled in my numbers, quietly confident, thinking to myself as i went through the process and then i relaise that i only had 5 games and it did not cost much (first excited at how cheap it was to buy the ticket and then worried oh no what if i do not have enough and debated whether or not to buy more) and it did not feel right - 5 games so i thought i will do the numbers that i did when i first started my journey to winning the lotto and that felt right - 6 games. I asked my higher power for help and it seemed right so i proceeded to purchase my ticket. I felt excited, love (held the ticket to my heart to energise it with what i was feeling), thought taking a risk all my work is in this moment and i found it hard to let go, hesitated a moment and then said thankyou to the lady as i let go. Then there was a problem with the ticket and i panicked but i forgot to put down the day and then i panicked about that will it go through for tonight's game and then i relaxed and trusted that the lady knew what she was doing and let go again.

I felt overwhelmed with love. I felt like i had won. I had tears of joy running down my face when i got home and i really felt like i had won and i wanted to stay in that moment all day, for as long as i could. But, then doubt creeped in and then fear, and me not wanting to let go of the old life for the new life. I worried about telling people and then they take the ticket away for their own gain and then i thought if they do it does not matter as i am registered with the lotto commission and they know that i have won. I worried that i might die because i won the lotto and then you die - oh the irony. I then i thought the old way of life is dying and i will never be the same again or live the same way again - homeless, in debt, struggling, going without, not being able to provide all my son wants and all the things that i want, the stress, the anxiousness, the panic, the fear, the dread, the sick feeling in stomach, the negative running commentary of never having enough, coming from the opinion of others, caring more about what they think rather then what i think, going for something that people think is impossible and that i am crazy for going for it, swaying in the wind in with the things i do not want just to have them, instead of being solid and directing my path, not having the things i want but putting up with things just to have them in my life or to make do ... Even though I am grateful for all I have and all the wonderful changes occurring in my life i still had the old thinking creep in. But, not any more! The journey to winning has shown me that i am more powerful then i ever thought. That i can 'conceive, believe and achieve' - napoleon hill, the impossible. That is really possible when you focus on what you want, when you put the effort in, when you come from love, a sense of self and how you want to live your life, when you let go and trust all is working out perfectly, it does. 

But, as you can see I still have some inner work to do before I manifest millions in my life.

To manifesting millions xxx

Day 30

One more sleep to go!

I feel excited and happy because of the new information I have received - 

- Each time I visualise, say my affirmations, meditate on winning and other methods I have employed to achieve my goal, I am actually knocking on the door to win, so I will keep persisting! 

- Love is the answer. Feel overwhelming love for yourself and for what you want in your life.

- Feel good, every second of everyday and you will be aligned with what you want in life.

- I spoke to a friend about winning the lotto and she is going for it too, a lesser amount then me but there is plenty to go around!

- I feel excited, imagining my win, what I will put up as my Facebook status and working out what I will do now I am a multi-millionaire!
- I started reading (again) The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment by Eckhart tolle

I watched a YouTube piece on how to raise your vibration on Facebook today -

- forgive

- meditate

- let go

- now!

- life force

- flow

- allow

- surrender

- enter silence

- gratitude

- appreciation

- move your body

- dance

- exercise

- sing

- spend time in nature

- take care of yourself

- laugh

- music - uplifting and inspiring

- help others

- clear space, receptive to new energies

- you can choose your vibrational state and vibrational offering

- you are the creator of your own experience

- what frequency are you on?

- what you give out, you give back

- you attract and manifest that which is a vibrational match and bring into your experience

- energy - vibration - frequency

- what you think and feel matters

- High vibration;

         - love

         - joy

         - gratitude

         - appreciation

         - peace

         - pure consciousness

- What do you choose right now?

- You are loved in so many ways

- You are love

To manifesting millions xxx

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Day 29

I found Debbie Ford and Facebook and checked her out and went to her website www.debbieford.com. Not only is it full of wonderful resources, there is a link to another site where you can do courses on Make yourself a money magnet and Money Karma which i paid only$1 each for an 8 week course. I am so excited and feel so blessed! I definitely recommend the make yourself a money magnet course. I also signed up for Debbie Ford's course on Overcoming Self-Sabotage for $10 plus I received bountiful bonuses. So excited!


I say my affirmations.


I work out what I will do with my winnings.


I work out who I will tell and why.


I work on feeling good now.


I work on opening my heart to allow what I want to come into my reality, as what you want is already inside of you.


"Knock on the door" came up in my Angel card reading tonight. So i imagined myself knocking on the lotto door lol. Then i read (in make yourself a money magnet) that each time you put into practice a technique, you are, in fact, knocking on the door of all you want and it will open up soon. So keep knocking because I am!


I also found a website on how to manifest a miracle (i forgot to write down address) he says;
- manifesting is easy and not hard work at all
- make your thoughts manifest into reality
- conscious awareness and knowledge of manifesting what you want by thinking about it
- correlation between your thoughts and what comes into your life
- what do you need to do to make your thoughts tangible?
- When you feel good, good things are attracted to you
- 1) Ask for what you want i.e. I want to win multi-millions in the lotto on 31.12.10
- 2) The universe answers your request. The law of attraction (universe) will begin to match up with what you have just asked for. So ask for more money and the universe lines up for you in your future experience.
- 3) You must become aligned with what it is you have been asking for and receive your stuff.
- becoming aligned with your desires means that you must be sending out a vibration - feelings/mood that is in harmony with what you asked for.
- To become aligned with your desires; 
1) Pretend you already have what you want. What you are doing is feeling as if you already achieved the desire. Visualise yourself in possession of what you want and feel it as if it is already here.
- 2) Feel good now = you are in alignment with everything you consider to be good.
- it is easy!
- You manifest everyday, in order to manifest stuff you do want you have to become deliberate about what you feel.
- You cannot be miserable and manifest multi-millions
- Bad moods escalate the amount of negative circumstances that are attracted to you.
- See yourself with what you want
- Get excited!
- Stay in alignment with desires = manifest all you want, all the time.
- On an everyday basis, do the techniques to remain aligned with desires and manifestation occurs
- Manifestation magnet
- Feel good all day and more good comes to you
- Manifestation comes to you by the emotion and feeling behind your words.
- Do not be attached to the outcome
- feel good=attract things you associate with being good.
- Visualise your desire to manifest, feels good but include your vibration the feelings that you do not currently have the desire in your life yet and it is counter-productive.
- You cannot want something and not include it into your vibration.
- Feel good with the purpose of feeling good.
- Find lots of different ways to feel good all day, everyday. It is worth it!
- Manifestation through multiple feel good processes used all throughout the day, you consistently increase the emotions you expand. As a result, manifestation of your thoughts occurs consistently and both immediately and in the long-term.


This information has helped me by solidifying the The Secret The Power teachings and I feel inspired that what I want, wants me too and I will use my energy and mind space to feel awesome in the now.


To manifesting millions xx

Day 28

I am reading Creative Visualization: Use the Power of Your Imagination to Create What You Want in Your Life (Gawain, Shakti) and it is amazing. The exercises are simple to do and you feel wonderful afterwards.

One exercise is to imagine your desire in a pink bubble and to set it free, "this symbolises that you are emotionally "letting go" of it. Now it is free to float around in the universe, attracting and gathering energy for its manifestation. There is nothing more you need to do". It was very freeing but I had a little doubt - was that it? Is that all I do? Awesome.

Rhonda Byrne says all we need to do is to feel good in this moment and all we want will come to us. So, I am working on that, all day and night. She also talks about love and how that make a difference to manifesting all we want to us. So, I am working on feeling love and attaching it to winning the lotto.

To manifesting millions xx

In

Day 27

Inspired messages today on my journey to receiving multi-millions in the lotto;

- just pretend and feel it
- imagine it as you do and it will become your reality - ffnet

- It is what you cling to too tightly or feel needy towards will move away from you or slip from your grip. Open your hand to instead RECEIVE. Relinquish fear and a need to control. Ironically, letting go can be the best way to hold on.- Denise Gladwell

- In letting go you can only ever win, if something's for your best it will come back, if not something better will!- Denise Gladwell


- Negiat Taher
‎"Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough." Oprah Winfrey

- Trust that the universe has your back. It wants the very best for you ever and always. - LuAn Mitchell

- When we accept what is happening to us as at the present moment as part of a grander plan needed for our growth, we experience a new freedom ღ♥ღ Irene Malek

-Check this out! It is amazing.http://www.thepoweroflovemovie.com/ and get your free poster with all the words after you have watched the film. This is what Rhonda Byrne is talking about in The Secret: The Power - it is all about LOVE.

- As we approach the new year, it's time to switch from an old way of thinking to a new way

- Free five chapters of the book A Bug Free Mind - it is AWESOME! Check it out at http://blog.abugfreemind.com/

- Loretta Horne

Our life today is a result of the inner picture we have of ourselves. If we're still clinging to our past then we're choosing to allow it to reflect in our inner image. We can throw away the indenity of our past but letting go & pushing to be the person that God wants us to be~The image we can feel good about♥

- Think and Grow Rich

‎"The reason most people never reach their goals is that they don't define them, learn about them, or even seriously consider them as believable or achievable. Winners can tell you where they are going, what they plan to do along the way, and who will be sharing the adventure with them." - Denis Waitley

- Think and Grow Rich

‎"All who have accomplished great things have had a great aim; have fixed their gaze on a goal which was high, one which sometimes seemed impossible." - Orison Swett Marden

This has been a great and inspired day, when all the information I need to get me to where i want to be, revealed itself to me today and I feel so blessed.


To manifesting millions xx